Monday, November 03, 2008

Trick or Treat

We had a good time this Halloween. Addie totally gets the whole concept and is a huge fan. Let me tell you, this girl has our neighbors wrapped around her finger. Some of them bought a special treat just for her. She got candy by the handfuls and was very polite and thanked everyone fervently.

Getting ready for Trick or Treating


Standing on the front porch beforehand

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Checking out the decorations


Addie and one of our neighbors, Hardy


Addie with Mrs. Edith and Mr. Bill- our other neighbors


Enjoying the yummy treats afterward


Addie and her friend, Andrew, at the dock at Bass Pro Shop


Look at how cheap our gas prices are!!!


Me and my girl, singing and dancing

Please Pray for me:
My insomnia is at an all time low. Many of you know that I've been dealing with this problem since Addie was five months old. I've run through the whole gammet- visited several doctors, tried different meds, and am now trying to survive with out prescription drugs right now. I'd really like to add on to our family, but that isn't really an option right now b/c I'm completely unable to function like a normal person. For example, to get the two hours of sleep I got last night, I took 1/2 pill of unisom, one melatonin, hot tea with valarian root, magnesium, and a high quality multi-vitamin. Once I woke up at 12 am last night, I took two Benadryl and then the rest of the Unisom later that morning and still never got back to sleep. I'm planning on going to see an endocrinologist to see if I have a hormone imbalance- but don't have my hopes up. I didn't get much help from the Sleep specialist I've been seeing since July. Anyway, to make a long story short, I'm a shell of a person right now...very tired...very scared...and I'd love to know that I'm being prayed for. The night is really lonely, and I don't know how much longer I can take this.

10 comments:

amosclarkson said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your insomnia, Beth. That must be really hard. I will definitely pray for you! Love Addie's costume!

Emily said...

Beth, That is just heart wrenching to hear! I am so sorry that you are suffering like that. If I hear about any tips I will definetly let you know. I know how bad it feels not getting even one good nights sleep, so I can't even imagine this happening all of the time. You are in my thoughts and hope it gets better for you.

Carrie Fluegge said...

Beth, I feel absolutely horrible for you. I can only imagine how lonely the nights are and I really hadn't thought about that aspect of it until you said it. Ben wishes he could trade you sleep problems. His anti-seizure medicine makes him so tired that he can't function during the day without drinking caffeine all day. I will definitely pray for you and tell my family to also.

Jeff and Brenna Morgan said...

We've spoke about this before, and I think of you often...especially when Brody was little & I was feeling very sleep deprived. I will continue to pray for you. You look like the picture of health. I wish I had your ability to not get bags under my eyes when I'm tired!

Christine said...

Beth,
I have been praying for you and will continue. Even as "a shell of a person" as you call it, you are amazing! I can barely keep up with you when you have no sleep!
Call me and I will take Adi anytime (seriously!) She and Noah will learn to get along. :)
Love ya!
Christine Crabb

Anonymous said...

Dear Beth,
I am praying for you and we are SURE that with the help of GOD and caring professionals you will have blessed sleep and rest. We love you so much, I really don't know how to tell you how much you have been a blessing in our life(your Mother and I). Please know that we are with you in prayer and concern always.

Love,
Dad
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Our Three Girls said...

I will definitely keep you in my prayers. I can imagine how frustrating it is to experience something like that. I agree with everyone else who has commented here...you hide it well!

Our Three Girls said...

I will definitely keep you in my prayers. I can imagine how frustrating it is to experience something like that. I agree with everyone else who has commented here...you hide it well!

Sarah & Scott said...

beth ellen....i am soooo sorry. will definitely be praying for you. I can only imagine. I still have rough nights with greta and when I get no sleep, I feel like an absolute zombie. love you. sarah

Unknown said...

Hey Beth - it's 3:15 and I'm up and wondering if you are too... I hope not! You know I love you and am there for you whenever you need... day or night. Give that beautiful girl a big kiss and hug for me. let's talk soon....